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[Jun. 8th, 2008|11:01 am] |
Lately, life has the tendency to make me want to slam head first into a brick wall at 200 km/second.
Jedi Masters of physics: is this possible? |
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[May. 2nd, 2008|11:46 am] |
| [ | mood |
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| [ | music |
| | the microphonez | ] |
can a brother get an interview?
apparently, a brother cannot. |
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[Apr. 23rd, 2008|01:09 am] |
being able to read leisurely is pretty much making my life right now.
but it's also making me want to stick with english, despite all of my hatred for everything about studying english.
will i be forever CONFLICTED?
♥♥♥ lit.
♥♥♥ paperz and pretension. |
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[Apr. 9th, 2008|01:36 am] |
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oh wow, i wish i were a little dead right now. |
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[Mar. 25th, 2008|06:13 pm] |
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| [ | music |
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this is my schedule for the next little while, pending that i get tickets to bob dylan. in the case that i don't, this is all void because i will have killed myself and won't be alive to do any of it!
( SO ) |
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[Mar. 3rd, 2008|10:27 pm] |
I hate people that do things. And by hate, I mean I am awe-inspiringly envious of them.
People who just do things, people who don't sit around and dream up all of the excuses in the world why they shouldn't do what they want to.
I am going to see the world one day, once I pull the covers from over my head and realize that I am wasting my time. I mean really realize it, not just be passively aware of the fact that I am wasting my time here, doing nothing except taking a couple of courses in subjects that might arbitrarily push me in the direction of some dead end or another.
I don't feel particularly compelled to take the baby steps in beginning my life right now, there isn't any rush.
I am so happy though. You wouldn't say it, but I am. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2008|12:57 am] |
Wild flowers growing in the park
Summertime when it melts into dark
Dancing together at night until two
You're cheering me up and I’m thanking you
kevin drew - tbtf
camera obscura - let me go home
new buffalo - cheer me up thank you
This song is cheering me up so I am thanking it.
HA.
( realizations as of late: )
I need to leave this house for at least a few minutes tomorrow because I actually feel like I am dying or going insane or getting really sad or something. I must be the only person who hate breaks, Winter, Summer, Midterm, whatever. I feel too lethargic to even attempt to do any work, even though I have plenty to do. Being home all of the time is just draining. I don't even think I have seasonal affective disorder, I just hate the gray so much.
My life, please save it.
Other than that (and consistent anxiousness I've been feeling lately), everything is peachy. |
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[Feb. 5th, 2008|07:16 pm] |
Yesterday gave me a face-plant on the stairs, today brought falling sideways on the ice and breaking my bum when I wasn't even moving my feet.
I wonder what graceful moves tomorrow will bring.
"He's more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same."
"I've dreamt in my life dreams that stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas: they've gone through and through me, like wine through water, and altered the colour of my mind."
I love this book already. |
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[Jan. 23rd, 2008|01:11 am] |
i feel as though i may VOMIT EVERYWHERE.
i hate BAKING.
i like the CAPS LOCK.
kill me PLEASE. |
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